Venting....

The years almost over, thank you lord. The past couple of days have been the best days of my life. I've gotten so close to people that I've honestly never expected. I've been hanging with all of my brothers fiends and its been great, hanging out almost everyday and getting hella close to them as well. I've been talking to a bunch of people lately, and I've also been learning so much. I've been talking to Ashley and Josephine, and those two are seriously theee best at giving advice. Haha. We've been talking about things that have been really brought to my attention. Looking at the past I've realized that i've been putting up with all your bullshit. I love you and all but you've been using me for the longest time, and Im getting tired of it. I've been trying to fight back but I really can't, I've been trying for the longest time. I guess this is how its always gonna go.
You've been playing these dumbass mind game with EVERYONE, and I'm the only one that actually realizes it. You say you'll always be there for me, but right now I honestly cannot tell if you're lying to me or not. You've had some of my good friends turn on me just cause you got bored and decided to play with someones. All you really do is work about yourself, it doesn't matter to you, if t doesn't have anything to do with you. I've learned so much from you, for the good and the the bad. I honestly hop I don't end up like you. I want to become a BETTER version of you.


Hi Joeeeee! :)